ARGGGHHHHH!!!!

I just made the big decision ever.. I want to end this..sorry..its been fun but i had enough..

kUih!!

my mum just txt me, she dreams i want kuih2 to be sent to dublin by courier..so she wants to buy the kuih2 today..apa yang sedap?..xtau nama tu yang susah tu..tau makan je, tapi xtau nama kuih tu apa..slalu mkn yang ada coklat pastu..ada sweet2 skit..

mlm tadi, finish our tag rugby autumn league..first of all matches the condition were very bad..raining and windy..made us did so many error on our handling of the ball..but with determination and spirit, we mange to pull a win of 9-5 against THE CROWS( second in the league).. last nite win made us undefeated in the league..top of the table..sapu bersih la..hehe..
we got most tries and less conceded points in the league..

i scored 2 tries but still gelabah skit..lupa plak xde tag lagi time ada penalti..adui...

nk balik msia bulan 12, tapi x beli tiket lagi..nmpak gaya air asia la aku..hehe..

words from team Malaya CaptaiN!!

words from jeff after the game yesterday against the rent a tagger..yes..we won by 15-6..good work you guys..very focus and discipline from the team..I LIKE...hehe..

anyway here it is:

jeff: Dude..smlm gear 4 nk masuk gear 5 nampak siut..terbaik la..

me: yeke..mesti mlm tadi duk borak dlm kete..smlm ko tak marah sgt as usual..tu pasal aku bleh perform..cmtu la kasi encouragement skit..

jeff: tuela..learned from past mistakes..mcm ko ckp, "come on guys, kite Buat balik", "one more time, we can do this"..pastu aku tgk ko boleh control game, style ko main bisik2 je tak mcm aku., jenoh aku duk bising dari luar..coach ckp kasi la dorang chance, biar dorang create game sendiri...haha lawak siot..tp dh okay sgt beb, pasni kalo dh masuk gear5 takde hal aku nk sub amik angin..:)

me: ok..tara hal, aku kena keep up pegi gym skit lagi..buat squad trainig cm usain bolt..hehe..tp dr smlm aku dh set mind yang aku nk buat better lagi this time, senyap je, ikut ckp korang..pape thanks bro..

jeff: pasnie if ummar masuk gym, bleh conquer gym floor..kasi team malaya weight session..just nice..hehe..

tu je..ok la kan..hehe..

tag rugby

how come dlm tag rugby training i perform cm best player gile..but in real game, blur pastu dh la kena marah..kadang2 perform gak..n kadang2 tak..takat jadi sub je skang..org nk main as dlm first 7..nk jadi star player..maybe cuak kut or gelabah..damn it...

or i need more time to play..takat jadi sub je, brapa minit la sgt..org ckp pancit tukar..tp kekadang dorang pancit taknak plak tukar.-

pastu, now i like to play left or right of the field or suka support org yg dpt bola tu..suka gak main middle..but in middle kena main cm playmaker..move the ball to the right or to the left..

senang ckp i ni utility..serba boleh kut..hehe..

now duk main tag rugby...futsal dh lama x training..mana satu nk main ni..if nk terer, kena main satu sukan je..baru jadi star.

Puasa

Selamat berpuasa kepada sesiapa yang mengenali saya..Minta maaf atas salah silap yg saya lakukan terhadap anda..rasanye cm ada skit je..hehe..

this year, i want to change things..back to basic..pray, baca quran, and fasting...hehe..realised now i'm gettin older..so kena la buat2 benda2 yang baik dan amik berkat.

this year, bukak puasa lmbat dlm pkl 8.50..gile kan..lebih 14 jam ni puasa..tp sabar je la.ni la akibat duk oversea lama2..cm next year nk balik je..ke mmg dh nmpak cm nk balik je next year..

dhla ada tag rugby and futsal league to play..ok la kut..kasi fit skit..
semua org tgh kecoh pasal puasa start hari ni ke or sabtu..sebab other countries stat puasa hari sabtu. ireland and uk je puasa hari ni..pelik kan.. xtau.. jgn raya lmbat sehari dh..hehe..

ni kat ofis, tgh berpuasa..nasib sejuk kat ofis..so lega la skit..tp ngantuk ok..penat pun ada.

rasanye ramadhan ni sesuai utk banyakkan sembahyang dan doa..kasi dpt petunjuk skit..byk sgt soalan dlm kepala ni..susah nk jawab..

ada org tanye am i a nice person..based on my nickname cm x je..but truthfully???i rasa cm ok je..ntahla ikut org kut..

lama gile x post..

lama siut x post..

nk kasi alasan, kang nanti tipu plak..ckp je la dh mls..hehe..

anyway, i am here now at my office doing semi annual financials for my company..mostly finish..just wait for my director to check my figures.

this summer, i played a lot of tag rugby..yup..its team malaya..after 2 months of playing, finally we won the league and Plate finals in the ALL ireland finals. the pics was on the facebook..now team malaya are well known to other teams in tag rugby ireland. proud to be part of it..

it began 2 years ago, when me and jeff discuss about building a msian tag rugby team since theres a lot of msian playing rugby in ireland..after bit of pieces got together, now here we are..the champion..for myself, there is a good story i want to tell..after injured, got operate, got into rehab and physio..finally it worth for cz now i'm play again and i've been involved in this great season.

so far, i'm still doing CIMA..bile la nk abis ni..next year there will a lot of change gonna apply to the syllabus..so i have to pass 2 paper for this coming sitting..i want to pass this time..please..i have to change myself first before i can change the exam score..it is not easy to change myself to be a better person..but i'm still trying..

for my life, there someone told me i have to balance both sports and social life..i think thats correct..i been spent most of my time working, gym and sports..not so much for my private life..so now i' ll try to do this..hopefully somebody will notice it..

most of my friend had started begin new chapter of their lives..engagement x pun marriage..even my roomate during boarding school pun just married during bank holiday..i was so schock but happy for them..hopefully my time will come..but now cm nampak skit je..hehe..

co i nk kena take over by credit agricole..one of the big companies in the world..so after bulan 10 or 11, i can know what is my status in this company, i want to stay for another year..but rase cm nk balik msia je..tgk la cmne keadaan..go with the flow je..

thats all for now..and have a nice day..

IRB london Sevens

I'm going to london tommorrow to watch IRB london Sevens..can't wait to go see all black, fiji, australia and couple more teams that participate.

several years ago, there had msian sevens at kelana jaya..i didn't miss a year..every year i went there. but since the msian organiser went bankrupt..so the IRB board made a decision that there will be no more tournament in Malaysia..every rugby fans were devastated including me..but, now i'm here..i can watch at london..i always want to go to london to watch this. but something came up..but now, i no more excuses..just go..

first hilton hotel i will stay using my own money..hehe..so which team i will support..dont know yet..but will tell you after i get back from london on sunday..

new TV

i had bought a new tv..i always wanted a flat lcd tv with big screen..now, i bought it..during sale easter weekend..40 inch lcd tv samsung..terbaik..adding another property to my world.

KErja nk buat...

10 of april, easter holiday..most people are sitting at home spend time with the family or going to places for trip n etc..for me, sitting at the office doing my work..yup there's load of stuff that need to be done..query from the auditors plus my quater end report need to finish..

last wednesday, was a black day for SOciete Generale, 1/5 got fires i assume as global company. in ireland..we had 5-8 people suddenly lost their job..i was scared for mine..but gratefully i'm safe for now..so thank god for that..

wondering what will be like if i lost my job..probably sitting at home looking for another job or packing my stuff going back to msia..but, is there any job for me in msia or the world..nowadays are recession time and global economy become worse everyday.

i dont know..so for me, cut cost for travelling and shopping..send money to my parents is important in my life rite now.also, i have house loan to pay in msia.please i want to stay in ireland or anywhere where i can live peacefully and doing what i do best..

i had a weird dream last couple of days..wishing some of them are not true and ain't gonna happen.sigh.....mengeluh panjang..

Tummy bug

i got a tummy bug from somewhere..so hari ni cuti..hehe..today pagi2 dh kluar jln2 window shopping..window shopping tv, kasut jogging, kasut bola, camera, laptop n food..hehe..

dh la byk keje..bleh plak cuti..mati aku esok..

news want to share, probably i will not go belfast..cz i injured my self..plus i got this bug in my tummy..this whole week x pegi gym langsung..duk lepak kat dlm bilik gua ni..

wishing me well..next will be cork..here i come..

Cardiff..

We are the champions of cardiff..yahoo..hehe..

after hard work on the gym and training with the guys, finally paid off..gladly i done something i'm proud about..

On 28 of march 09, the tournament began..there a lot of new team with new faces...also teams from International like korea, Hong Kong and China were there too..they all studies in cardiff..hehe..first i thougt they all came from their countries just for the tournament..gila la..

our road to the final was very difficult..tested our nerves both physically and mentally. we got indian team playing with us in the grouping..then we met Hong kong in qtr finals. that match was tough..i think i hurt my back during that game..Hong kong team was big and strong.. then in the semis, we met CHINA. also a strong team..muka2 player cm baru balik dr shaolin temple..sebijik muka cm jet li pun ada..tendang bola pun kuat gila..all people on cardiff supported us if we msian playing with CHINA..haha...

then in the finals, we met ANg's team..glasgow..playing in a big pitch surrounding with a lots of people..all our players were tired and suffered minor injuries..but we went through the pain and finally become champions..

but, came with a price..i just got back from my physio..i have to rest for 2 weeks because of my back pain..no competitive match for me..just nice to prepare for cork games.

marathon ni pun x sure lagi..but i pegi lagi jumpa physio on friday to see if i can join the marathon.hopefully i'll be ok..i have with me all the exercise to do with my back problem...so just keep doing that everyday.

Marathon..

i baru je baik dari demam..rasenye got a virus from somewhere..probably letih kut..cz on st patricks day i pegi main bola..then esok tu keje..esok tu la i rasa cm x sedap badan..balik pkl 4 ptg..then on thursday x pegi keje..jumaat pegi la keje..tp cm rase x sihat gk. sabtu n ahad pun duk rumah je..pakai baju tebal even pakai stokin..duk je kat rumah..nasib la ada org masak..so senang la hati..makan, tido, tgk internet, tido, mkan, mandi..hehehe..now rase cm feeling better..but still my nose have problem..now my body rase x fit..dhla this friday nk pegi cardiff dh..tgk blog cardiff games cm besar je event..sama besar cm notts..siap ada opening ceremony..siap ada perbarisan lagi.. our team was thinking what to wear at the opening..cm nk pakai topi st patrick..or suit n tye hijau..poyo gile..tgk la nanti cmne..

on st patrick day..duk rumah je..layan cite gran torino..best gk cite tu..pastu main bola from pkl 5 smpai 7 ptg..selalu main 100 % all out..tu pasal demam esok nye..hehe..patut duk rumah je..layan movie lagi..nyesal pun ada.

on 5th april , i masuk marathon which is great ireland run..dh dpt pack stuff from them smlm..my number will be 5256..siap dpt baju nike free lagi.insya masuk tv in RTE TWO..hahaha...confirm pancit..so i rase nk jogging dulu..then jalan la..cz on 4th april tu pegi belfast ada tournament bola..so confirm tired and muscle pun sakit after bola..but try la dulu..cz this is my first marathon since merentas desa kat skolah..from form 2 untill form 5 i slalu dpt top ten dlm merentas desa kat skolah..tu pasal kurus kt skolah..form 1 x dpt la..cz time tu gemuk..hehe..

tgh baca instruction n tips for the marathon..hope my friends will come to phoenix park to see me muntah2 or pengsan2 kat finish line..malu doe..

can it be much easier???

Rite now, i'm at the office..trying to publish the accounts on the intranet of my company..have getting difficulties on Investment in B shares..quite difficulty with all the regulations..plus the intranet controls before it can publish..aargh....well, this is work...just do it..

now my bro xde kat dublin..he went to paris with his family..so i have to jaga rumah dia..mmg la best..dpt main game time break lunch..hehe..then bawak kete pegi merayau..tp xde la merayau sgt..cz duk bz ngn keje kan.. from 9 am tu 7-8 pm..x gile lagi than msia..

due to economy crisis, i'm glad i still have a job..n still my wage increase and also i got a bonus..but not much as last year. but still ber syukur la..my dad siap cm nk buat sedekah lagi kat masjid..tp i x decide lagi..ape nk kasi kat masjid..duit la kut..mothers day coming up..so i nk kasi kek secret recipe kat my mum..my sis ckp dorang nk pegi bukit tinggi on this wednesday..so i nk kasi on selasa la..if sempat lagi..try book online mlm ni..

so belfast games coming up..heard also for cork games..but it is not official yet..ape2 main sudah..asalkan comeback kid complete..hehe..

Birm games 09

thank god after the games, i was ok n feeling good. we got 2nd place in the tournament. i play 7 out of 8 matches from group stages until the final. naza was injured, so i step in to play his role. a wing back..my prefer role in the middle of the field..but as long as i'm playing, i can play anywhere..i'm happy for that.
group stages was ok..we got second in the group.one draw and 4 wins..then we met stafford in the qtr..we won by 1 nil courtesy from our best buy player from manchester safwan. then we met our old classic enemy..liverpool..we got draw untill came to penalties..we kept our nerves and our confidence was high..we won by 3-2 penalties..
In the finals, we fought against the home team..birmingham..which the team was so consistently manage been in the finals in any competitions..we have confidence and our mentality was strong..but luck was not our side..we lost 2-0 in the end. we could have the lead in the first minute..but faiq's strike hit the post..n also erie's..
happy note was erie won the man of the match trophy n rizal won the best keeper in the tournament.congrats to them..for me, thanks again for giving me another opportunity to play again in the tournament after long lay off..one year je pun..hehe..so my comeback in 2009 was almost complete..so keeping up the good work..:)

Trust!!!

How can i trust somebody if that somebody cheated on me before?..i dont know how..but can i trust that somebody again even if somebody telling the truth?? is it the truth??

all this question is in my head..xtau la..

for me, no trust, no love..

very tired...

its been a while i didn't write something on this blog..probably because i do have so much goin on rite now..so lame excuses..probably because i do want more action rather than words came out from my mouth.

Rite now, i am very tired. cz i just got back from barcelona late last nite. went there from saturday until monday.. barcelona was great. i like shopping..mostly zara and the food. now i like paella n tapas so much. the town was so big and fascinating..i dont get enough time to visit all the tourist spot but i did manage some of it like the sagrada, park gueill, park montjuic and la ramblas. thanks to my friend accompany me during the trip..i had so much fun..yes..fun...hehe..
my first visit to FC barcelona stadium which is the nou camp.. went there to see the match fc barca v espanyol..its a local derby match..but the match was not that great as expected..too much aggressive tackle flying in and cards shown by the referree..destroying the beautiful game of football..second trip probably want to tour the stadium.able to speak some spanish words along the way, like gracias, ci, quenta, buenos noches, puto.......PUTO....hahaha...

i went back to malaysia couple weeks ago..that was even better..able to meet old friends, went to Bali, went to kenduri kawin, makan durian n rambutan, able to play futsal..important, get to celebrate my bday with my parents and family.. its the perfect 2 weeks i had..but the time is so fast, i not able to do some that i wish i do. but still, i hope i goin back again this year depending on the financial crisis.

so much goin on to my rite now..i dont know what to do..so i did list some targets i want to achieve this year..just thinking on how to do it.

Yes..

This morning i went to Tallaght hospital to meet Dr Maurice Nelligan who was responsible for my knee operation in March 08.. went there just to follow up and check the progress i made on my knee. the doctor said it was very fine and perfect..nothing more he can do. he said keep up with the gym and play safely..also wearing knee guard for one year..so this is my last visit to the hospital then..so happy..thanks to doctors,parents, brother and sister, friends, crunch fitness, nike, maximuscle and joint ace for keeping me doing what i do like.hehe..sports that is..

so no more rough sport i suppose.but tag rugby coming up on march. even sheffield games on march too..

Next!!!

Seen advert on Aerlingus sales seat..

my fren asked me if i want to join them to go Amsterdam again. in 2009, i would like to go place that i never been before. so my next destination will be:

1. Barcelona
2. Madrid
3. Milan
4. Rome
5. Florence
6. Munich
7. Berlin
8. Athens
9. Algarve

nearest will be barcelona..prob around 20 feb onwards..so i can watch fc Barcelona entertain Espanyol in Nou Camp Stadium. then go to manchester to see my team playing in European Champions League againts Inter Milan on March. Cant wait to see Jose Mourinho face again. but that game wil be on wednesday night. so probably flying on wednesday noon..then take a day off on thursday or going back to work on thursday after lunch..wait and see.

Just finish my call with auditor from PWC..it was ok..but i think there will be more question ask from them. this is first time with PWC..usually with KPMG. so they want to know every details on control and compliance thing.but thats work..so keep on it..

Call my sister this morning, my niece answered. we spoke in English. even her english was better than me. i was impressed.she told that they were all playing in the water pool. kinda miss them. my sister want plastic bags from harrods for the kids. wow, food bag for school from Harrods..pergh...

One More to london!!

i bought a flight to london on 9th Jan..sponsor by my sis..nk kena settlekan barang2 dia beli masuk kan dlm kotak for shipping..total all stuff is 30 kg..i can bring my old cloth for shipping too..kasi kat cousin2 kat kampung..if i think about it, cm byk je nk bawak balik..

today went some shopping for cousin2 n frens in malaysia..ada lagi benda x jumpa.dorang pesan susah gile nk cari..probably cari kat london..if ada masa..time kat london..confirm la pegi makan je keje..

bad news for GBE..my mate NAQI got injured during futsal training.he twisted his left knee.same problem with me..just advise be positive and stay strong..thats all i can tell him..all the pain and suffer had i experienced before..so i know.wishing him well for the future..hope he can come back playing..truly shock when somebody is in peak of his fitness then suddenly got injured just in a flash..disappointed but life must go on...for me..keep the rehab going..fit is my goal,lose weight pun..yeke???smlm main bola sejam, hari training 2 jam..ckp la kut..

so london, here i come again..

Shopping at london!!

i went shopping kat london..bahaya la london..especially time sale..best tul..byk gile benda dh la murah..

nasib la x bawak duit byk..if not, then i already bought ipod touch, tv lcd 32 inch samsung, and a fon.

but i bought two pairs of guess jeans, a bally bag, an armani belt, quicksilver cap, polo shirt, superdry t shirt, nintendo wii pack, clinique happy for men and givenchy for men perfume and a knitwear from zara.

kat london, ramai gile org malaysia..cm rase kat kl or kat one utama..rindu malaysia..x sabar nk balik..ada lagi 2 weeks..x beli lagi for parents and org2 pesan lagi..mati..

my sis lagi la..byk lagi shopping dr i..yela..for a family of one husband, 4 kids and two bibik..hehe..

maybe i kena pegi london next week, cz my sis nk shipping a box for all the stuff she bought..so i kena uruskan..but have to wait from mas airlines for confirmation of upgrading from economy to business class.bleh topup weight baggage..i nk pegi london lagi..x sempat nk jln2..hehe.

New Year 09

Thank you very much!!!..My new year party was spend time at my friend house, watching movies, eating, sleeping..better than other parties..hehe..lama x buat cmni..thanks for you hospitality..better spend your time with the one closed to you..lagi best..nk lagi cmni..nk lagi cheese cake..hahaha..